Sorry!!

I haven't written on here for a while. Boo hoo. I've been doing pretty good. The last two weeks have sucked though. Gained 2 pounds but last week lost a half. But I've done really good this week. So I think it will defiantly go down since last time. I'm ready to get this weight off. I just never knew how much you have to change your whole lifestyle. Its is life changing and I can't wait to feel beautiful again.

Oh I bought a Wii Fit. It's AMAZING!! I makes it so much easier to burn calories. Seriously. I burnt like 100 on it the one day even know thats not a lot I still did it without even breaking a sweat. I recommend this for anyone who hates to work out. It makes it fun and you cant even tell your burning.

Wish me luck. See you all again tomorrow hopefully!!

Oh jeeze

So I had my first weigh in and i lost 5.6 pounds. YIPPIE!!!! I was so happy. And I got a gold star that says 5 on it. Haha I feel like a little kid getting stars but really. It feels great.

Buttttt.... :[ I went away this weekend and I think I got my butt kicked because there was so much food and i went over my points :[ Although this happens to everyone on weight watchers I'm majorly dissapointed in myself. This means a ton of jullian micheals kicking my butt in work out videos.

And thank you to my amazing boyfriend. Your the one that keeps me kicking. I love you julian <3

Yay!

I'm so pumped. I lost 4.5 pounds already! And this was all by just eating right. The counting points and stuff helps so much its amazing! I've been trying to work out some in the morning.
FUN FACT::Did you know its best to work out in the morning before you've eaten because it burns the fat cells you could not when you were sleeping and it starts up your metabolism for the day.
When I told my little sister what I was doing she was so happy for me. She told me she can't wait to see what I look like at 125 since I've always been a little overweight my whole live. And plus I'm short so I'm sure once they start dropping off I'll start to look great! Especially my little tree stump legs. Anything to make these things look longer ;]

125 here i come!!

So here i am again looking for another damn job. All i want is one that pay good and that isn't a bunch of ghetto people. How hard can that be? Obviously pretty god damn hard.

On other notes i am very happy to announce that i joined weight watchers and have lost three pounds already. My Mimi (grandmother) and i joined together. I think its gonna help a lot. I have around 50 pounds to lose until i am at the weight i want and will feel comfortable with. And no i do not weigh like 250 pounds. I'm at 174 right now and would love to make it down to 125. Its been hard as hell because i work at a skating rink and there is always food there. But i just stuck to my water and weight watcher bars and this morning on the scale it paid off. I guess now this thing will be a lot of my weight loss and different things that happen along the way. And hopefully you all will see me get to 125! yay

See you later

Working out

Okay so i have no idea why but jeeze i hate working out by myself. I think it makes you feel better when people around you are working out too so it makes you go for it. I mean i have verizon fios tv and we get fit tv on demand but its harder to work out then you know. and yesterday was my boyfriends birthday. So you know how that can be. Just stuffing your face with food because you can. And now i feel like a fat pig.

In happy means I am now 19 years old. I am terribly sad that this will be my last year as a teenager. But i still think I'm one of the biggest losers because i still do not have my licnese. Yes i know its pathetic. But tomorrow i am going to penndot to renew it. And soon i will have. Then ill have a life. woop woop.
Yea oh so the giant thing... yeah never worked out they are queers. I wouldn't even wanna work there. All they have up at the front is gay people and total ghetto people. Like girl don't make me take out mah earings ghetto. and i don't think a girl like me wanting to be a baker or a chef would fit in very well. My lifes pretty boring right now but eh it will get better once i can drive. Then the world will have another great women driver on the road. Oh yeah.

Cya around town peeps

1st time

Oh this is gonna be a fun time. You ready? Who ever you are out there reading this. Thank you very much!

I live with my dysfunctional family in central Pennsylvania. I have 5 rats in my room which constantly make it smell like shit but they are my babies. There names are Flower, Penelope, Lola, Regina and Little Chef. I have a new found love for cooking. Anything I see or taste I wonder if I could make it. I can't spell anything but thanks to spell check you won't be able to notice. I love to have a positive out look on life but that always doesn't happen. Shit happens ya know? So get this

Today i went to a orientation for giant food stores. Talk about boring. Had to watch this movie on how to act and dress and stuff. It was so long! and then this kid who though he could do whatever he wanted just got up and left and went and talked to his friend that worked there and then came back like he was mister hot shit. I mean really come on. People crack me up. Then some big girl comes in with a shirt that is like 2 times to small and a bra that didn't fit so like her boobs were half falling out and her nipples were hard. Like I'm not gay or anything but it was like are you serious. I'm gonna have to work with people like this. Lord help me.

Good night. Stay in tune for more as my life gets more and more interesting!